Sitting in front of the antique vanity that was once her Gran’s, Hazel eyes staring back at her questioning her, asking her how she could have the feelings she had about Bill. It didn’t matter how one spun it, she was sure Bill would ask her forgiveness. She wasn’t sure that she could forget that he stuck ... . Shaking her blond mane to silence the visual in her head, she resumed brushing her long sun-kissed-blond hair. Closing her lids she imagined Gran had the brush as she pulled the bristles through, the feeling was almost sensual.
Memories of Gran began to assault Sookie’s consciousness, much like a slide show, each slide recollection played out on her beautiful face. Looks of amusement and sadness alike danced across her lips. If Bill had never come to town, Gran would be alive. It seemed all the hurt stemmed from Bill, he didn’t mean to hurt her, she knew that, still with all she’d seen and heard, the magic the death, in the end it was death.
Long fairy fingers, trailed through blond tresses, as she tided herself in front of the mirror, readying herself for a visitor; the problem was: Sookie wasn’t sure who she was preparing to greet at her front door.
The diamond flashed in the light. For now, Sookie took off the ring and putting it away for safe keeping. She wasn’t breaking off their engagement – she never said yes, well not to his face. This pain was to great, today she could not wear his ring.
If her heart beat any harder Sookie felt it would explode into a million bloody pieces; she would not allow that to happen, Russell would not get the satisfaction of having her for dinner.
A myriad of emotions passed through her in waves, brain racing, attempting to come up with a plan before she was discovered in the yard. Fairy thoughts rapid-firing, one beginning before the last ended – and each one bringing a new response to the surface.
Tonight she could not control the musical chairs that were her emotions.
If she didn’t do something, Bill Compton would die. She wasn’t sure how strong her emotions were regarding the Southern vampire, but she did know she didn’t want to live in a world without him.
Heartbroken the fairy had to forget everything else, and focus on the task at hand. Right now, nothing mattered if Bill were in trouble; she’d deal with all the rest later. Sookie was fiercely loyal, until you crossed her.
It was this loyalty more than anything that drove her to say Bill. As much as she understood vampires were different she had trouble wrapping her pretty little head around the idea that he had slept with his maker. It was easy for Lorena to water the seeds of doubt Sookie’s insecurities planted a long time ago. This doubt didn’t help things either but she had to quick focusing on the unimportant things.
What was important now was finding an escape. There wasn’t a plan; she was flying by the seat of her pants.
Before she left the slave quarters she’d covered herself with the dirt and hay from the floor of the room, rolling around in the muck she smelled, but this trick allowed her to hide her distinctive scent, making her harder to track, even if the smell revolted her. Quietly opening the car door, she looked for the keys.